Which part of (y)our correctness seeks this (results/change)? And which part then decides to do so?
Could my design have something to do with this??
And you can investigate that, explore its truth, validate it
Which is not correct
MoonBlog 44.5 Manipulation
Unconscious
is what I feel like today, now. As if I had a severe blow to the head, somewhat intoxicated even.
I’m sitting here over emotional, but very quiet. Observing myself, my feelings, my triggers, my shadows, the timing and impact of things here and now. I’m feeling my gut, a knot.
Trying to dive in deeper, not running away. Even though I have done several distracting things, I don’t seem to be able to walk away from a deeper and longer experience of this, what is.
I had an ever ecstatic life building up since a few weeks ago. I am very busy with all these courses, interacting with people on different levels, and this permaculture/garden is taking up quite a bit of resources, mentally and physically.
In my ecstasy, I expanded some more towards others, and we shared our lives some more. I was not on a cloud yet, but I sure did feel like floating/flying.
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