Weirdos in the mail:

weirdo: Did you delete the thread? I just wanted to save my text.
Man, what‘s up? Feeling threatened by words? Censoring? I don‘t get it…
Oh I just found out I saved it… fuck youuuuuhuhujuu?✌?
One more comment – I get it that you don‘t want that content on your profile page (for whatever reason) .. but next time don‘t ask if you don‘t want to hear the answer.

Me: wait, I have changed -nothing- and you come with all this crap??

Weirdo: Oh I get it
It was Koen
sORRY

Me: ah Koen deleted his and you replied on Koen’s?

Weirdo: Yes
??
Really sorry

Me: fiesty fucker ? ?
quoting: “One more comment – I get it that you don‘t want that content on your profile page (for whatever reason) .. but next time don‘t ask if you don‘t want to hear the answer.”
actually, one can totally do that. There is no rule against it, no law that prevents it ?

Weirdo: Yes, no. Maybe. I don‘t really care right now.. Sun is shining, have a nice day!

Me: No !
ok then ? ?

Weirdo: Good that it wasn‘t you though, because you asked. Would have been a different kind of shit.
As long as it‘s fresh shit, is what Alok used to say… unfortunately it stinks like it‘s not…
Ah, whatever, ..
??

Me: even then, one can change their…mind
as long as this, as long as that, is all made up
fake conditions, just more moral horseshit

Weirdo: Why this hostility?
What if I do not define this as morality but as values. I don‘t expect you to share mine, but of course I like it when you do. Nothing wrong with that.
Like this people are forming bonds of affection. You are still human, aren‘t you?
Not that this is my favorite goal here, or that I had one, I just shared my ideas to get in a deeper connection maybe somehow. That‘s what I do sometimes.
Currently I‘m just fed up by the same old story being told over and over again, all of it with a kind of destructive, or fatalistic, passive approach that I can‘t share. And I‘m not shutting up because some people don‘t like to hear their believes questioned.
And yes, I know, you can beat the shit out of me and out of this text I just wrote. In the end you are a stranger I have never seen before and that would be potentially hurtful for me.
Maybe we just leave it like that, agree to disagree or whatever and never talk again.

me: mirror mirror?
you are the only one who debates and argues, towards me
I never ask it of you
you just utter some passive aggressive words and only -then- I asked, wait: what?
look at what you said just here above: “Good that it wasn‘t you though, because you asked. Would have been a different kind of shit.
As long as it‘s fresh shit, is what Alok used to say… unfortunately it stinks like it‘s not… ”
if anyone is being aggressive it is you, and I then look at the contents of your words and I’m being hostile?
for as big as your mouth is, as shallow you sometimes are!
if it is potentially hurtfull to you, why even step into it?
and instead of factually arguing and questioning beliefs, all -you do- is talk about how people talk !!
when in comes to content, you always run away again, claiming the other talks in a wrong way
*when it comes

Weirdo:How so? What content? When did I run away?

me: “Maybe we just leave it like that, agree to disagree or whatever and never talk again.”
when we never even spoke about the contents, all you said was how I beat the shit out of the text
it’s all right here in front of your own nose, your own words

weirdo: Ah. Ok. See, online communication is also a ground for misunderstanding.
I saved the text I wrote yesterday. Still want to read it?

me: no I think this is a deeper issue
yes please, share it with me
even if I did read the first one, and don’t agree with it
I saw your reply to whatshisname, and I dont agree there either, but yes, do share it all
(Theo was the other guy)

weirdo: Doesn‘t work this way. I don’t like to. Maybe we meet in person some day, see if we get along.
Until that I keep provoking the shit out of you fundamentalist guys.
✌?

me: I know you think I am, but I am not
and again you run away, you are a false hypocrite

SunBlog 22.2 charm school
Gate 22 of Openness, Grace. A quality of behaviour best suited in handling mundane and trivial situations.
Gate 22, Line 2 charm school. The belief that style can mask nature.
Exalted: The ability to successfully delude oneself and others. The possibility to attract others with an emotional style.
Detriment: The legalization of form over substance. Where the style is energized at the expense of awareness.