Oh, I’m still bleeding
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how you must hate me
because I did not understand
and I made that comment
when you told me this story
and then the other day
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of me
of you
I am so scared
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I am so bad
I am rotten to my core
of course you don’t like me
I know I should have expected this
I feel horrible about myself
I feel horrible
I don’t like it when I deserved it
did I deserve this?
am I bad?
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is it because you have reason to not like me?
is it because you don’t like me?
is it because of something else?
is it because of that?
is it?
when I looked at you funny
what happened the other day?
is it because of what happened?
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are you evil?
did I do something wrong?
why did -you- prick -me-?
why did you prick me?
don’t you love me?
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you scare me
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when you prick me?
what am I to think of me?
what am I to think of our relationship?
what am I to think of you?
what am I to think of this?
I don’t like that -you- pricked -me-
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I dont like being pricked
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auw that hurt
*prick*
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hurry,
rush,
hurry,
hurry,
hurry to the store,
hurry back from the store,
hurry to make dinner,
hurry to eat dinner,
hurry from the table,
hurry to the tv,
hurry to sleep,
hurry to wake up,
hurry to the toilet,
hurry off the toilet,
hurry to shower,
ok,
then not so much hurry to get out from under there.
So is showering the new solution, the solution we’ve overlooked for people with the Open Undefined Root?
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it’s not what you do, it’s how you are
it’s not what you see, it’s who is seeing
it’s not how you sleep, it’s what you dream
it’s not what you touch, it’s what you feel
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